Some updates: good and bad
1. Need to get this off my chest: I hate when people personify eating disorders.  What a wannrexic cry for attention.  I don't call mine Bipdi or Genan. Maybe if I could make the names into average people names I would. No, no it's still stupid. I've seen a lot of girls in communities here doing that and it gets old fast.
2. We had a mock wedding today to celebrate the legality of gay marriage in CT. It was so much fun.  I married Ashley ,and Jen E married Aller.
3. Yesterday I found out that the people who are giving me a loan think I'm a terrorist (my loan is on a patriot act verification hold) and that I can't sign up for classes on time which means I won't get the classes I need to graduate AND today I found out my school reported me to the collection agency and that I have to pay the costs for Credit Bureau reporting and collection.
4. I've been having the weirdest dreams!!

November 3rd
I had a dream last night and it was really funny/strange so I wanted to share.
I was living in Florida next door to one of my good childhood friends, Ashley, but it wasn't really my house. Whatever, anyway, she invited me to swim in her pool so I got changed and went over but suddenly there was a hurricane and she had left to go to dinner and didn't tell me. =[ Mind you, we haven't seen each other since high school and we didn't actually live next door to each other. The next day I was graduating from prep school. My friend Bryan had graduated the year before me (he's actually younger than I am) but I didn't like the people at my school so I got him a cap and gown and convinced him to walk with me. I was walking to graduation with some girl, I guess she was my friend but I can't remember who she was. She screamed "Oh my God, Hanson!!" and Zach told her "We get that all the time, please stop." And I said "It's ok, we just like you guys a lot. My friend went to see you the other day (which Jen did, but in CT) and she said you were great." Then Zach said "But you didn't go to our concert. Cool." So I told him I didn't know about the concert but I would have gone and told him that I've liked him since I was 13 but they kept walking away. They were jerks so I said "My friend got your drumstick. She fought for it because she loves you!" and Zach laughed because he thought it was cool. Then I got to our graduation which was in Ashley's back yard and I made Bryan stand in line with me. When they called my name we walked across the stage together and I thought it was weird that no one noticed him before because he's reeeeeally tall. We couldn't stop laughing, even when our principal was yelling at us because it was hysterical. Great dream. Loved it.

November 11th
I've been having really weird dreams lately because of my new sleeping pills and I had a dream that you (Kevin Marzi) were in the passenger seat of a car and me and my friend were walking by so you called us over and wanted us to get an apartment with you and your friends in Arizona.

November 12th
Last night I had another strange dream, one that I want to remember forever. It was great.
Part I
I was sitting at my desk at my computer looking at the responses people left to my post on Blackboard.  I was the first to post and I wasn’t sure if I did it right but in my dream I had a comment from my professor saying that I explained it perfectly but anyone else could have gotten that answer because it was very generic.  Confusing.  Then I went outside and I saw Aller’s ex-girlfriend Sara.  Sara looked really happy and told me she had to tell me a secret.  I thought she was going to say something about some boy but she said that she and Aller got back together and everything was perfect.  They were really happy and they weren’t fighting and I knew that Aller was truly in love with her.  Then Shelby walked by and waved and I turned to look away so Sara looked over her shoulder and asked who I was looking at.  When I looked back no one was there.
Part II
I was in a forest, a magical type forest that looks like faeries should be flying around in it, and I was walking in a clearing near a stream with Vanessa, Leilah, and a few other people. Leilah wandered too close to the stream and fell in. We all panicked and ran to the edge but the water was going to fast and we couldn't get her. Suddenly a huge penguin swam up under her kind of like a dolphin and picked her up on his back! He swam around the stream in a circle because apparently this fast flowing stream had no beginning or end, and then dropped Leilah off where she had fallen in... and then she fell in again! It kept happening over and over again. When I woke up I was just smiling because it was all so silly.